To me this feeling is very very pleasurable for me and it makes ejaculations stronger. Another thing I notice is laying in the dark high on Meth I get the ability to think up intense sexual fantasy's in my head and masturbate over them, I get the gay fantasy's just like your talking about, as well all sorts of other twisted sex fantasy's which I won't go into haha. Crystal meth makes porn extremely arousing, some times I sit there or lay in bed and masturbate over porn for around 9 hours straight:/ Even back when I had a girl friend I used to sometimes ditch her so I could jerk my self porn on Ice. Yep this is the exact same story with me. People dont talk about this stuff in NA meetings and im hoping someone out there shares a similar experience that can help me get control of this thing finally No matter how hard I try to stop using or how long I am clean, that sexual craving for meth returns at some point and becomes my focus until I satisfy it. I become aroused with gay sexuality as much as straight sex when i get high and can watch porn for probably days straight. I probably wouldnt even pick up anymore if i couldnt watch porn or have sex on meth honestly. I remember a couple times having sex with my girlfriend and it being so amazing but nothing compares to meth and porn. After a serious of terrible events caused by my meth use ive lowered my use to maybe 2 or 3 times a month.
#GAY PORN GAY SEX WITH INHALERS FULL#
That craving dug in deep and fast, and when combined with my desire to lose weight i ended up a full blown addict.
I eventually bought some to use on my own at home and my life changed when i experienced the intensity of porn and sexuality on meth. Didnt even really feel very high the first few times.
I would try to find times frequently to get high and watch porn for a couple hours and loved fucknig my girlfriend at the time high.Ī couple years later i tried meth and didnt really get it at first. I first discovered how amazing sex and porn was on stimulants in high school with cocaine.